Seeking Jesus Part 2

“After Jesus was born in Bethlehem in Judea, during the time of King Herod, Magi from the east came to Jerusalem and asked, “Where is the one who has been born king of the Jews? We saw his star in the east and have come to worship him.” Herod called the Magi secretly and found out from them the exact time the star had appeared. He sent them to Bethlehem and said, “Go and make a careful search for the child. As soon as you find him, report to me, so that I too may go and worship him.” After they had heard the king, they went on their way, and the star they had seen in the east went ahead of them until it stopped over the place where the child was. When they saw the star, they were overjoyed,” (Matthew 2:1-2, 7-10 NIV).

As the Wise Men followed the star, seeking, the light shown down on a house. There they saw the baby with His mother Mary. The Magi bowed down and worshiped the Savior. One of the Magi gave a gift of gold, another gave frankincense, and another Magi gave myrrh. Their treasures were gifts worthy of the king. 

In their dreams they were warned not to go back to Herod so they returned to their country by a different route. All the way home they must have been rejoicing with all their hearts, for they sought and found the blessed Savior of the World.

We still seek the Lord, constantly searching for the strength and love He offers His followers. He rules the world with His mercy and grace. Let us keep seeking Him each day. 

Wise men and women still seek Jesus.

Seeking Jesus Part 1

“And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord. This is a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger,”” (Luke 2:8-12 NIV).

I love this part of the Christmas story. Knowing me, you aren’t surprised to see it involves sheep. Many times I have imagined being one of the shepherds on a hillside watching over my sheep. Suddenly, the angel appears and the whole night changes! It is not to bring fear, but to bring joy to all people. Everyone. You and me and our neighbors. It is time to behold the wonder of a baby king born in a humble stable. Lovingly swaddled and resting in a manger; what a precious picture we are given! 

Once the angels left earth and returned to heaven, the shepherds immediately decided to go to Bethlehem and seek baby Jesus. Did they leave their sheep behind or did the whole flock travel with them? Did the sheep baa their welcome to the King of Kings? It was just a silent night until the angels came. Now the whole of nature seemed to shout out with joy. 

Perhaps they walked a great distance; perhaps it was not too far. Together they searched and found the Holy Child, just as the angels said. They bowed down and worshipped their Lord, Immanuel, God With Us. 

Can you imagine the excitement? What an honor for humble shepherds to be witnesses to the Holy Heavenly Baby. The lowest of laborers were asked to travel to welcome the King who came from heaven to earth. They celebrated with joy and praise, glorifying God and cherishing everything they had seen in their hearts, while shouting out the news to all who would listen.

One silent night that left the world forever changed.

Christ Is Born

When I think about Mary and Joseph arriving in Bethlehem, a city full of people returning for the census, I'm in awe. Streets bustling with donkeys and maybe camels, too. Stop and go traffic, as they waited for room to move ahead. Finally they found an inn but it was already full.

Mary is in labor, perhaps, or nearly so. Anxious and nervous about giving birth, and now they had no place to rest. A stable out back will do. Graciously they accepted the inn keeper's offer and joined the animals. Hopefully there was plenty of hay to cushion the stony stable. Bravely Mary gave birth with Joseph. Did he help? Would he know what to do? A couple of teenagers on their first trip and now the baby arrives!

Mary was prepared, and wrapped the holy child in cloths, swaddling him, and gently placing him in the manger. Baby Jesus has arrived and there is a star overhead. The earth has changed and the King of Kings has arrived, Savior of the world, Christ the Lord, Jesus. Everything has changed. There is hope for the world. Salvation has come for us all. Hallelujah!

"While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no room for them in the inn," (Luke 2:6-7 NIV).

As you celebrate the birth of our Savior this week, may you remember that Jesus came for you. He came to bring you salvation and all you must do is believe in Him as your personal Savior. Blessings and love to you all this Christmas.

For Unto Us

"For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders. 

And he will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace, 

Of the increase of his government and peace there will be no end. He will reign on David's throne and over his kingdom, establishing and upholding it with justice and righteousness from that time on and forever. The zeal of the Lord Almighty will accomplish this." (Isaiah 9:6-7 NIV).

I love these verses. I love the enthusiasm of the Lord. I love that God's plan becomes reality and that Scripture reveals the whole story. 

"For unto us" - the whole plan is for us, God's children, His beloved ones who worship Him. Each one is worthy if only they choose to believe. 

"Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace" - how majestic and honored is the One who comes! How exciting to know He comes for us. 

"Of his government and peace there will be no end" - Eternally He oversees all that is happening and there is no reason to fret or fear.

"He will reign on David's throne and over his kingdom" - He is in control of all things. He will be our King for evermore and rule with peace and grace.

"Establishing and upholding it with justice and righteousness" - He is the Creator and Judge and abides with righteousness for all time. 

"The zeal of the Lord Almighty will accomplish this" - The blessing of the Son of Man, Son of God, comes as the result of God's enthusiastic devotion to His Great Plan and Goal. Zeal, excitement, wonder, delight! God's Son is coming, rejoice! 

Rejoice!

Traveling Home

I always lived a short car ride from my grandparents while I was growing up so we never had to make a long distance trip to see them. My grandfather was in a nursing home and his wife lived in a house one town away. She made fudge at Christmas time. My paternal grandmother was a widow and lived in the town near our farm. I don't remember Christmas at her house but she joined in our family gatherings for the holidays.

My study Bible suggests that the trip for Mary and Joseph from Nazareth to Bethlehem was about 70 miles. That is more than an hour in cars these days. Imagine making the trip on foot and with a donkey to ride. There were probably many people on the same roads, all trying to reach their own tax paying station. Rush-day traffic, congestion, greeting others along the way.

It was all God's will.

"And everyone went to his own town to register. So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David, because he belonged to the house and line of David. He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child," (Luke 2:3-5 NIV).

What an inconvenient time to have to travel! And then there was no where for them to stay. An inn keeper took pity on the couple and they had to rest in the barn or cave out back! All of this was in God's plan, prophesied years ago by Micah.

Sometimes I wish I could see God's plan. I wonder what is ahead and how my past fits into the total picture of my life. It must be a puzzle with each piece fitting into the whole. I'm glad God has a plan for me and for you.

May today be blessed richly with God's love and protection as we prepare for the celebration of the birth of our Savior. Amen.

Sing From Your Heart

"Sing songs from your heart to Christ. Sing praises over everything, any excuse for a song to God the Father in the name of our Master, Jesus Christ," (Ephesians 5:19 MSG).

I can't think about Christmas without considering the power of music this season. From the Christmas carols playing in stores to lure you into spending money, to the magnificent choruses of Handel's The Messiah; there is music for everyone this season. And every bit of it can touch your heart.

From the time I could talk, Christmas caroling became part of my family's tradition every December. Dad led a group of church members on a trail ride through the country side stopping at all the shut-ins homes and gathering at the door to sing a set of Christmas carols ending with "We Wish You a Merry Christmas". A plate of homemade cookies from the church women topped off the visit.

The complete repertoire of Christmas carols was at hand, depending on who thought of a song first or if the shut-in had a favorite. More than once eyes were filled with tears as we sang. "O Come, O Come, Emmanuel", "O Come, All Ye Faithful", "It Came Upon the Midnight Clear", "Hark! the Herald Angels Sing", "The First Noel", "Away in a Manger", "Go, Tell It on the Mountain", "Silent Night", "Joy to the World", "O Little Town of Bethlehem".

My house is filled with Christmas music especially when I'm baking cookies or decorating the house. My heart feels light and my soul feels happy and sometimes I sing along - even though my tone and key may be off, the joy that flows blankets the sound I make.

For more years than I can count, the Christmas program wasn't complete without my father singing, "O Holy Night", often accompanied by my mother. The Christmas season is meant for music. Music stirs the heart, sometimes with sadness, during times of loss, but also with joy for the arrival of our blessed Savior, Jesus Christ.

It is my prayer that music brings you joy this season and that your heart sings with praises to God for everything in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Joseph’s Dream

“Because Joseph her husband was a righteous man and did not want to expose her to public disgrace, he had in mind to divorce her quietly. But after he had considered this, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, “Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because what is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit. She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus, because he will save his people from their sins,” (Matthew 1:19-21 NIV). 

What a heart-heavy burden Joseph must have felt as he went to bed that night. The young woman he cared about was pregnant. He wasn’t the father. That makes for a sleepless night. How could this be? What do I do? She is such a nice girl. There will be such scandal. Lord, what should I do?

Thoughts. A mind-full of thoughts. Tossing and turning. Finally, sleep. Then, answers came.

God sent the rest of the story to Joseph through an angel in a dream. Information that probably made the rest of the night go by quickly. More thoughts: It’s true. It must be true. It is just how Mary explained it. How can I be a father to the Savior of the world? I’m a carpenter. Oh Lord, I’m so humbled. You even want me to name Him, Jesus. He will save His people from their sins! What a life we have ahead. Oh, God, give me the grace to do my job for You.

What is God’s dream for you this Christmas season? 

May it bring glory to God on High! Amen!

Signs

Thus begins a season brought forth by signs. Heavenly signs. Signs predicted centuries ago but remembered as important. Signs that reveal the Christmas story: the story of Jesus Christ our Savior coming to earth.

What a blessing signs are. A rainbow. A star. A nativity. An octagon in red. A stable. A manger. Baby Jesus. A wreath on the front door. A turning signal blinking. White lights on the back of a vehicle. A hand held up. There are many others, all meaning something unique.

When the neighbors have their house lighting installed in October it doesn't matter that Halloween or Thanksgiving are still coming, that house is ready for Christmas. Others see the sign but wait until after Thanksgiving to turn on their own. I wouldn't mind if folks left their lights up all year round, if it was for the right reason. If they were representing the birth of Jesus Christ. I remember when we had many more servicemen and servicewomen deployed over seas there would be some who would leave their Christmas tree up until the serviceperson returned home.

As we move through the Advent season let's keep our eyes and ears open for signs of the coming Christ Child. Feel the excitement of discovery when you see a sign. Let it change your attitude and bring you joy.

"Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign: The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and will call him Immanuel," (Isaiah 7:14 NIV).

Out of Mayhem

We are entertained by the "Mayhem" commercials for insurance. A worse-for-wear fellow enjoys his role as the troublemaker in a variety of incidents that can happen to car and house owners. He steals a car and runs over the mailbox; he is a tailgater tailgating to get to his tailgating; he is the cat that runs wild in the house; the dog in the moving car, attempting to distract the driver; and most recently he is the elf on the shelf that is too heavy. Besides entertaining us, the commercials show that the company realizes bad things do happen by accident.

Sometimes life is unpredictable. Things go wrong. For the Israelites bad things had been happening for centuries, but in their hope was the coming of a Savior. They knew all about Him but would they recognize the Holy One when He arrived as a baby?

As the season of Christ Jesus' birth arrives, let us be filled with anticipation, hope, and joy, for Immanuel "God With Us" is coming. We know He is already with us, daily walking with us, but for this season we anticipate His birthday with rejoicing and celebrate the wonderful day of His birth.

What does your celebration include that reminds you of Jesus? Do you make Jesus a birthday cake as I did when our boys were little? Do you set out nativity scenes? Do you hang only sheep on the Christmas tree to remember the shepherds? These are a few of the things I do to keep my mind focused on Jesus.

I love the Old Testament references to Jesus birth and His life, so I plan to reread some of those verses interspersed with the New Testament Christmas stories. Another of my favorite Christmas activities is hearing Handel's Messiah, on tape or in person throughout the Christmas season.

Micah predicts hundreds of years before Christ's birth,

"But you, Bethlehem Ephrathah, though you are small among the clans of Judah, out of you will come for me one who will be ruler over Israel, whose origins are from of old, from ancient times," (Micah 5:2 NIV).

Jesus is coming.

Thanksgiving

"Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever," (1 C'hronicles 16:34 NIV).

Today I pause to give thanks for the blessings in my life. It is always easy to grumble about our situations, rather than look for the good things; the things that make us smile. Today, we must think about our blessings and be thankful.

I'm thankful for my husband who shows so much patience with me. He blesses me daily with his sense of humor and his ways of showing love to me. I am so thankful for the 46 years we have together.

I'm thankful for our family: our two sons, our daughter-in-law, our six grandchildren, my sisters and their husbands, John's sister and brother, for our nieces and nephews, and our two aunts. I'm thankful for our parents' legacies and the memories of them we cherish.

I'm thankful for my friends who encourage me and comfort me and make me laugh; whom I in turn try to encourage, comfort and make laugh.

I'm thankful for the beauty of the world God created for us to enjoy. Though the landscape here is now rather barren and ready for snow, I'm thankful for the delight of falling leaves in the wind, the structure of the trees, the geese and birds that remain, and the gray/blue sky overhead.

Thank you, God, for the blessing of a country where we have the freedoms of religion, of speech, of the press, of assembly, of petition and more. Thank you for our leaders who exhibit qualities worthy of respect and for our servicepersons who give up so much to serve their country.

Thank you, God, for.the harvest bounty and the amazing productiveness of Iowa's beautiful land.

"I will give thanks to the Lord because of his righteousness and will sing praise to the name of the Lord Most High," (Psalm 7:17 NIV).

Happy Thanksgiving.

We Gather Together

"What a beautiful thing, God, to give thanks, to sing an anthem to you, the High God! To announce your love each daybreak, sing your faithful presence all through the night, Accompanied by dulcimer and harp, the full-bodied music of strings," (Psalm 92:1-3 MSG).

It is Thanksgiving week. My heart is full of rejoicing as we celebrated our Thanksgiving yesterday. We were missing two of our "Iowa" family (Omaha included) whom we missed, one because of illness and one because of a first league volleyball practice. Those who gathered included my three sisters. It has been many years since the four of us were together to celebrate thanksgiving so it was a special day.

Even as we gathered to celebrate thanksgiving, there was among us that couldn't be ignored. One of my sisters just lost her husband in July and is still grieving. She misses her husband so much, especially at night when all is quiet and alone. Another sister is grieving in her own way, the weakening of her husband as he ages ahead of her. Life can be difficult.

Yet, there is thankfulness for sisters and family who love deeply. For parents who raised us with faith and strength in spite of their own grief over losing their only son. Their faith remained strong, and their dedication to God was unfailing. For family that is far away but close in heart. For beautiful days of fall and changing weather patterns in Iowa.

My heart sings, full of thankfulness:

"We gather together to ask the Lord's blessing; He chastens and hastens His will to make known; The wicked oppressing now cease from distressing, Sound praises to His name: He forgets not His own. Beside us to guide us, our God with us joining, Ordaining, maintaining His kingdom divine; So from the beginning the fight we were winning: Thou, Lord, wast at our side, all glory be Thine! We all do extol Thee, Thou Leader triumphant, And pray that Thou still our Defender wilt be. Let Thy congregation escape tribulation: Thy name be ever praised! O Lord, make us free! Amen.
(Netherlands folk hymn, Nederlandtsch Gedenckelanck, 1626, Arr. by Edward Kremser, 1877).

May your week be filled with gladness and thanksgiving as you prepare to gather together. Amen.

Thankful for God's Protection

Thank you, God for Your Protection.

A few years back I was afraid to drive on the freeway or interstate. I was used to mild country roads so the presence of a crowd of cars around me was intimidating if not fear provoking. So when forced to drive on these roads I would always pray over the steering wheel before I started out, "Please God protect all those around me from my driving mistakes. Make me aware of what I need to see and keep me alert. Keep everyone around me safe."

I know God protected me many times on those driving trips but one of the first especially sticks out. I had just taken an entrance ramp to the freeway when I realized there was no where to go. It was rush hour in Des Moines and this inexperienced driver was in the midst of it. It appeared that traffic was flying by and no one was letting me in. All I could do was keep driving in the on-ramp lane and soon it became an off-ramp lane and I was leaving the freeway. (Much to my relief). I continued to a stop sign where I saw it was a familiar road we had driven many times. I knew my way out of Des Moines. Many would say this was a coincidence but to me it was all God.

There have been many more situations where I know God was there in the driver's seat with me. He has alerted me to blind spot traffic and gotten me over black ice safely. God is so good.

"Many are asking, "Who can show us any good?" Let the light of your face shine upon us, O Lord. You have filled my heart with greater joy than when their grain and new wine abound. I will lie down and sleep in peace for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety," (Psalm 4:6-8 NIV).

Or enjoy the modern version:

"Why is everyone hungry for more? "More, more," they say. "More, more." I have God's more-than-enough. More joy in one ordinary day Than they get in all their shopping sprees, At days end I'm ready for sound sleep, For you, God, have put my life back together," (Psalm 4:6-8 MSG).

Praise be to our God for His protection. Amen.

Give Thanks

With Thanksgiving Day approaching it is a perfect time to pause and reflect on some of the blessings I have received during the past year. Last Thanksgiving we had most of our family together for a big meal. We enjoyed spending the day together and probably watched some football, played some pool, and took time to thank God for our blessings. Though it seems like it is all about the food, there is a greater appreciation of being with each other, sharing stories and laughter and sometimes tears.

We ooh and aah over the food, trying each new dish and sharing recipes. We savor the fragrances that rise up from the buffet and belabor the tastes that are so pleasing. We soak in the new details and rejoice with those who have good news. We tease and praise and hug each other. We review pictures
and remember moments that have passed.

Time spent together is the most precious of moments. The cheering at ball games or soccer meets or music events, is only a reflection of the love that fills our hearts every hour of every day. The conversation shared during a car ride can bless a heart over and over again. We anticipate future plans and realize how quickly the time passes.

There were blue skies and rain showers, snow storms and hot winds. There were wonderful hugs and smiles and tears of sadness, too. God watches over each minute and gives us blessings and strength. It is time to remember all of the good that we have experienced and Who our blessed redeemer is.

"Give thanks to the Lord, call on his name; make known among the nations what he has done. Sing to him, sing praise to him; tell of all his wonderful acts. Glory in his holy name; let the hearts of those who seek the Lord rejoice. Look to the Lord and his strength; seek his face always. Remember the wonders he has done, his miracles, and the judgments he pronounced," (1 Chronicles 16:12 NIV).

Give thanks to the Lord. Amen.

The Season to Give Thanks

Thanksgiving is just around the corner but already the stores are bursting with Christmas displays. Before the hustle and bustle of the December holiday takes over completely, I want to take time to give thanks. There is so much to be thankful for. Today I want to start with my Creator and give thanks to God for who He is.

"Come, let us sing for joy to the Lord; let us shout aloud to the Rock of our salvation. Let us come before him with thanksgiving and extol him with music and song. For the Lord is the great God, the great King above all gods. In his hand are the depths of the earth, and the mountain peaks belong to him. The sea is his, for he made it, and his hands formed the dry land," (Psalm 95:1-5 NIV).

Nature has always spoken to me of my God. I love to sit in His presence and soak in the stillness of being with Him. The beauty of His creation speaks to me of His power, His artistic ability, His wondrous works. Each person He has created holds beautiful potential, given by God. Even the sheep running through the cornstalks are His. What a wonderful world we have been given to live in and care for.

Traveling the United States provides so much incentive to give praise. We have observed the beauty of Utah's national parks, each so different and breathtaking in their own way. We've seen the tall monstrous trees of Northern California and the cactus-covered deserts of Arizona, the red rocks of Sedona, and the lake-covered beauty of Minnesota. The oceans of our coasts and gulf speak with waves of His glory, and the cornfields of Iowa shout out God's greatness in swaying leaves. How amazing.

"Come let us bow down in worship, let us kneel before the Lord our Maker; for he is our God and we are the people of his pasture, the flock under his care," (Psalm 95:6-7 NIV).

Thank you, God for all Your Creation! All of it reminds us of You and we give You our praise. Amen.

Remembering the Brave

Veterans Day 2019

Today we remember our brave soldiers who have protected and defended our country since its inception. Thank you, all Veterans for serving your country so bravely. Thank you for accepting the commitment, no matter what and for giving your time, your energy, your skills, your life for your country. Thank you for the inconvenience to your family, the worry it caused, and the dedication you gave. Thank you for loving America and proudly representing each of us, where ever you go. Thank you, Veterans and families of our lost.

To remember all of the conflicts our Veterans have served in is too overwhelming to comprehend. Those who served during war times have seen unspeakable things, too terrible to share. Many of our Veterans continue to suffer long after their active service. And I would guess most of them do not get the help they need. They suffer in silence.

Let us take time today to say a prayer for all Veterans and say thank you to all who have served. I'm proud of you and so very thankful for your willingness to dedicate your life to your country.

"Only be careful, and watch yourselves closely so that you do not forget the things your eyes have seen or let them slip from your heart as long as you live. Teach them to your children and to their children after them. Remember...," (Deuteronomy 4:9-10a NIV).

God's Word in my Heart

"I have hidden your word in my heart that I might not sin against you," (Psalm 119:11 NIV).

This scripture and others remind me of the importance of knowing God's Word. I am one who struggles with memorizing so when a friend suggested a help, I was quick to jump on her idea. She makes a packet of notecards with scriptures on each one. A person only has to flip through the cards to find a verse to focus on, or I can go through the verses and read and reread verses so they become familiar and hopefully one day become a memory verse.

I'm giving it a try. The nice thing about the cards is their portability. I can take them with me for car rides or other long moments of time and work on the verses. I found I have so many verses I would like to memorize that I keep adding more to my notecards.

Hiding God's Word in my heart, is perhaps a lofty goal, for me especially, yet it is definitely worthy of attempting the blessing of knowing scripture. I want to know the Word deep in my heart so the verses come to me automatically.

Psalm 119 is all about God's Word. "Blessed are they who keep his statutes and seek him with all their heart," (Psalm 119:2 NIV).

"I meditate on your precepts and consider your ways. I delight in your decrees; I will not neglect your word," (Psalm 119:15-16 NIV).

Today is a good day to hold God's Word in my heart.

At The Starting Line

Last night I had a dream about running a race. I went through five or six false starting lines and we kept moving forward. I was afraid I wouldn't recognize the official starting line. I was afraid I would be running last because I hadn't run a race before. I wasn't in condition; I had not practiced. I didn't know how to stand to start the race.

It was a nightmare.

I woke up to the alarm. Disappointed that I don't know how the dream ended. Relieved that I didn't know how it ended!

"Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize."    
(1 Corinthians 9:24-27 NIV).

Scripture even tells us how to run! It's amazing what you can find in the Good Book. It is a resource for life.

So what race are we getting ready to run? Whatever it is we are to prepare ourselves, our bodies, so we can run with courage, energy, and knowledge; getting ready for whatever life brings us. Have we studied the Bible today? Have we stored up scripture in our memories so we can face any challenge that lies ahead?

Today, let's go forward to the starting line, ready for the race of life, with God at our side.

He's Listening

Sometimes life gets overwhelmed by sorrow or pain or concern. It has occurred to me that many of our young adults are struggling with life. I can count at least five young adults who have serious life issues they are dealing with. My heart hurts for them because when I was that age, I also struggled.

There are expectations out there to live up to that make living challenging, at the least. There are self expectations and esteem issues that bubble up from disappointment, dissatisfaction, frustration or failure. Life is just hard for some people. Especially for those who are trying to brazen their paths without the Lord.

"Call upon me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you, and you will honor me," (Psalm 50:15 NIVV).

When you feel you aren't living up, or your dreams are shattered, or your heart gets broken, or you
are dissatisfied with the way things are going, it is hard to keep going, keep fighting, keep moving forward...without Jesus.

"When you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you," (Matthew 6:6 NIV).

I was lucky to have Christ with me to help me face life and go forward after a personal crisis. I don't know any other way to survive...but with Jesus.

"Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive him, so that your Father in heaven may forgive you your sins," (Mark 11:24-25 NIV).

To all those young adults or any age who are in a crisis, don't give up. Turn your situation over to Jesus and pray for His presence in your life. To those friends, siblings, parents or grandparents who are hurting as they watch a loved one in a painful place, keep praying. Don't give up.

God is listening.

Doing Good

There are a lot of reasons to do good to those around us. It makes life a lot more pleasant to be kind and show goodness to others. Especially when we are just living life.

In the grocery store line, or in the store parking lot perhaps I could allow a person with a few items to go first, or offer to take the cart back to the corral. Maybe I could park a row or two farther away so someone who needs a close spot can use it. When watching an event, I can try to allow the children to get a better spot up front where they can see better. I can reach a high shelf for someone who can't, or pick up a heavy item for someone who is struggling. I can be courteous of the elderly or those in the automatic carts. And smile at everyone.

"Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up," (Galatians 6:9 NIV).

Sometimes we may experience grumblers that seem to try and make us lose the desire to do good. We
try our best and still others complain about something that isn't quite right. We become discouraged at times and give up. Clearly, Paul must have experienced these types of incidents for he encourages us to continue to try to be good to others, in spite of the things that make us lose our way.

It's Monday and we are nearing a new month. Why not make an extra effort to do good this week. Step out of our comfort zone and be cheerful, courteous, kind, generous and loving to others.

Perhaps we will begin to reap a bountiful harvest before our very eyes! It's the proper time.

Mental Health Awareness Month

October is mental health awareness month. I was diagnosed with major depression more than 30 years ago. I have been through all kinds of treatment and I'm currently on medication to try and maintain a balance of good health. But I still struggle. There are good and bad days but life goes on. Only once did I try to take my own life. I was nearly successful but John came home early from work and got me to the hospital just in time.

Since that episode of darkest deepest sadness my life looks like a graph of heartbeats up and down.

God is the reason I'm still here and keeps me going. There are so many scriptures that help those who struggle with mental illness. The Scriptures give us hope. I'm so thankful for the blessing of hope.

"The Lord replied, "My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest,"" (Exodus 33:14 NIV).

"God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble," (Psalm 46:1 NIV).

"Be still, and know that I am God," (Psalm 46:10 NIV).

And my favorite;

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light," (Matthew 11:28 NIV).

If you or someone you know struggles with mental illness please seek help. There are many qualified doctors or therapists who can help you find a path that moves you upward. And cling to God. He is always there for you.

Nature Is Calling

Yesterday was a glorious day for exploring God's earth. We walked along a trail near Saylorville Lake and enjoyed the changing colors. Rich in reds, yellows and browns, the trees and bushes cried out to us and asked us to walk among the colors. The air smelled of leaves and damp grasses and the wind created showers of leaves falling to the ground around us. The wind rustled the leaves on the trees until a few fell gently in the wind. They crackled as they fell to the ground where they laid ready to be walked upon creating more crunching.

It is a beautiful time of year to enjoy. You don't even have to leave your house to see the fall colors. Just take a moment to survey what is in your neighborhood and it will cheer you, even through the rain. There is something so amazing about the autumn display. The way all of nature knows when to change its clothes to look more beautiful before bearing its arms to the cold winds of winter. The seasons' change is a wonderful experience of life.

"All men are like grass, and all their glory is like the flowers of the field. The grass withers and the flowers fall, because the breath of the Lord blows on them. Surely the people are grass. The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God stands forever," (Isaiah 40:6b-8 NIV).

As the fall rain covers the earth in Iowa today, may we all remember that God's Word never changes. Enjoy the natural beauty that is around you today, whether you are in warm Florida or California, or in the changing Upper Midwest. Enjoy God's nature that is calling you.

The Value of Grandparents

I have a friend who is missing her grandchildren and great grandchildren. She would love to be included in family birthday parties and get-togethers, but she and her husband are not. Her heart yearns to see the babies and toddlers as they grow and change, as well as the grandchildren as they mature as parents themselves.

The Bible encourages multi-generational activities, and in the days of the Bible most families lived together in homes that featured several generations. Today families rarely live together, at least in the United States. Grandparents usually have their own homes or live in assisted living or nursing homes when they need physical care. The benefits of multi-generational families are lost.

Paul says Timothy came from a multi-generational home, showing the benefits of an extended family-living situation.

"I have been reminded of your sincere faith, which first lived in your grandmother Lois and in your mother Eunice and, I am persuaded, now lives in you also." (2 Timothy 1:5 NIV).

If families lives under one roof, the commandments could pass from one generation to another.

"Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength. These commandments that I give you today are to be upon your hearts. Impress them on your children. Talk about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up. Tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. Write them on the doorframe of your houses and on your gates." (Deuteronomy 6:4-9 NIV).

Grandparents and great grandparents have an important role in lives of younger generations. If we have the opportunity, let's include them and allow the teachings of the elders to be a special blessing upon the children.

Marching Wisdom

One of my favorite times in high school was band. I was in concert and marching band and small groups. And my best friends were fellow band students.We had a great instructor who made band fun. We were fortunate enough to take two band trips during our high school years.

As a freshman I went with the band to Rapid City, South Dakota, where we marched in a huge parade and competed in their band extravaganza. We had such a good time, though my experience was clouded in pain - I had gotten braces the day before we left. Not great timing for me, but we made it. I don't remember a lot about the trip except it was a long bus trip. We got to tour the presidential faces and the bus couldn't go up the final hillside to Mt. Rushmore. We saw it both during the day and returned for the special night lighting which was very cool. We also drove through the Black Hills National Forest. This was my first "vacation" as my farm family never took trips.

The second trip was to Winnipeg, Canada, three years later. It was for another band competition and we marched down the skyscraper lined streets that left me amazed. The band did well in both competitions. It was a great experience. But it was another very long bus trip. Though now, I don't remember any problem with the ride.

Practicing for both of the trips took a lot of special effort and dedication by the band. We practiced marching before school on the football field. I don't remember how we learned our individual roles but they were critical to the success of the unit. Being in the percussion section, we occasionally got to stand and move around in the same portion of the field because of our equipment. I carried a marching snare drum attached to one leg and strapped over my shoulder.

We had black wool uniforms and white spats that we wore over black shoes. Our hats had plumes and we looked very sharp in the white and gold vest over our jackets. There were blisters and aches and pains from all the marching but we performed at all the home football games halftime and had great comradeship.

Through marching band we learned discipline to practice our music and our footsteps and patterns. We learned cooperation with the other sections of the band and we learned to follow our leader. We left behind our mistakes and worked harder to improve with each new direction. We worked together to accomplish the goal ahead. Just as we do as Christians.

"I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus," (Philippians 3:12b-14 NIV).

What the Lord Requires

In the book of Micah in the Old Testament, Micah records poetry that presents a warning to the people of Jerusalem and Samaria. He is very direct with his words and makes it clear what God despises in the actions of man.

Micah reminds the people that God is angered by the actions of idolatry and creating images to worship. He wants us to worship only Him. Though we may not create golden calves or statues to worship, we commonly admire our shiny cars, our houses or our shiny jewels and big TVs. Sometimes we let our jobs or our statuses take precedence over our worship of God, the One who created us and loves us. He wants us to worship Him alone.

What does he require of us? Micah tells us God has showed mankind what He expects of us. He wants us to be fair in our dealings. He wants us to show kindness and forgiveness to others, as He shows mercy to us. And God desires that we walk with Him showing honor and holiness to Him while being meek before Him.

Micah's reminder is applicable to us in this current generation, too. We should regularly explore how we stand in regard to these three areas of justice, mercy and humility. We may think we are doing okay day-to-day, but if we stop and examine ourselves we may see trends of thoughtlessness creeping in. It is so easy to slip away from the ideal and there can be a slippery slope just over the next hilltop.

"He has showed you, O man, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God." (Micah 6:8 NIV).

May this verse echo through our thoughts today as we evaluate where we stand as we kneel before our God in holy worship.

Praying for Others

Yesterday my sweet 6-year old granddaughter called me on FaceTime for help pulling one of her front teeth. She is too far away to drive over and help so I just tried to talk to her. I couldn't pull it for her (in part I'm thankful I couldn't) all I could do was sympathize with her situation. Do you remember how frustrating it was to have a tooth so loose but still hanging on by one root?  She was twisting it and bending it and still it wouldn't come out. She had been working on it all afternoon and was in tears.

I wished I could be there for her but this time I couldn't. I imagine she laid in bed wiggling it until she fell asleep.

Sometimes we just can't help another person we care about. All we can do is pray and offer comforting words. After we hung up, unsuccessful at removing the tooth, I prayed for my granddaughter. I prayed that her tooth would come out quickly and easily, though I know in its own time it will. I prayed for comfort and that her anxiety would be relieved. I thanked God for being with her. That's all I could do.

Paul wrote, "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus," (Philippians 4:6-7 NIV).

Whatever is concerning you today, prayer is the answer. Maybe the tooth won't come out for several more days. Even so, I trust that God will be there for even this significant event in my granddaughter's life. No matter how big or how small the request God will hear your cries for help.

Thank you, God.

Fellowship and Study

As I think back on my faith walk, one of the best steps I took was getting involved with 'Friendship Bible Coffees'. They were popular in the 1970s and 1980s and were one of the main reasons my faith and knowledge of the Bible were strengthened. There were multiple workbooks that guided a study of a specific book of the Bible or topic. I must have completed 20-30 different lesson books during the years I was involved.

Sadly, in my desire to downsize, I finally recycled all of my books before our last move. Besides the wonderful Bible instruction they gave, it truly was a time of building great lifelong friendships. We began using other study guides or books to base our Bible studies on after the Friendship Bible Coffee books became unavailable.

A group of us continued to meet and share fellowship and study for many years. All the ladies that gathered together consistently are ladies that remain solid, caring friends of mine, even after all these years. One small group of these friends, including me, still gathers together for Bible study once a month. Although our group has gotten smaller, the fellowship makes the time truly precious.

I love the description of God in the book of Isaiah 40 as it tries to illustrate His knowledge with wonder and awe. It is this desire to better understand God and His Son that makes Bible study so worthwhile and awe inspiring. The Word of God truly guides us and helps us become better individuals.

"Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, or with the breadth of his hand marked off the heavens? Who has held the dust of the earth in a basket, or weighed the mountains on the scales and the hills in a balance? Who has understood the mind of the Lord, or instructed him as his counselor? Whom did the Lord consult to enlighten him, and who taught him the right way? Who was it that taught him knowledge or showed him the path of understanding?" (Isaiah 40:12-14 NIV).

There is so much to learn. My study of the Bible will never end as long as I am able to see or hear His Word. Meeting with groups of friends to study the Bible is one of the most worthwhile things I will ever do.

Trusting and Writing

I've always been a writer; it is a drive inside me that allows this shy human to release the emotions that build up inside. Writing is living. Not everyone has this internal need to write but I'm one who does. When I was little I loved to write. All through school I loved essay tests and research papers. As I became an adult suffering from depression my journals were life sustaining, one day at a time.

I have stacks of journals from the darkest, saddest, times in my life. Some I dare not open for they engulf me in the same depression that once controlled my life. Reading those journals would require great strength and courage and I'm not sure I'm there yet.

My faith in God is what I allow to control my life now. I couldn't live without faith. Everyday seems hemmed in His power and guidance when I let Him take charge. He keeps me together; He keeps me from unraveling. My days are far from the dark days I once experienced. Now, I can function fairly normally, even with the gloom that tends to float near me. Some days are better than others, as it is for all of us.

I must remember to follow God's will, His way, in His time. (Thank you, Pastor Dave). Perhaps my writing is meant to help others and God will guide that in happening. Perhaps my depression is His way of getting across a point, revealing something unique to me that will turn into something very good.

I don't understand why I suffer from depression and it's hard for others to understand that I can't just shake it off. Perhaps it is part of who I am; it's my burden to carry. I'm thankful to be better and I trust that one day it will be completely gone and I'm anxious for that day.

"I wait patiently for the Lord; he turns to me and hears my cry. He lifts me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; he sets my feet on a rock and gives me a firm place to stand. He puts a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear and put their trust in the Lord. (Psalm 40:1-3 NIV; tense changed by Gloria).

Just Love God and Have a Good Day

Good morning. Are you ready for a good day? That's what is ahead of you. Sunshine and birds singing, leaves changing colors and green grass that's been watered by God.

What a magnificent day is ahead. No matter what you have to do: grocery shopping, going to work, driving, cleaning house, mowing the lawn, watching a cross country meet or a volleyball game, babysitting, spending time with a friend, getting ready for tomorrow night's football game...whatever you do today, love God and all things will work together for good.

Some mornings I'd rather stay in bed but something wakes me up and says get ready for the new day. I love the morning sunrise, even if I'm tired, the beauty of seeing the sun rise above the horizon delights my soul. The light spreading color on the clouds is more than beautiful. It is a reminder of God's power in His creation.

"And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose," (Romans 8:28 ESV).

I'm excited to start a new day with a fresh slate to write for my Heavenly Father. What will I do with this glorious day? How will I use it for His sake? Whatever we do today, let's bless it to Our Heavenly Father's glory.  Amen.

Sticky Note Hearts

I have reminders all around my house. Two blue sticky notes feature a hand-drawn heart and "I love you". One is posted on my computer and one is on the mirror of the bathroom. They are from my granddaughter who is six years old. I also have a beautiful picture she sent me that is colored hearts - one big one in the middle with a scattering of little hearts all around. I miss Piper and her brother Graham (and their mom and dad, too).

They are many miles away so I can't give them a hug when I'm missing them. We FaceTime about once a week. Piper makes all sorts of funny faces into the phone as she talks to me. It makes me smile to see her. We live a pretty boring life so there isn't a lot to talk about with them. They get tired of hearing the same things: we went to church today; we watched Bailey play volleyball; we went to Payton's cross country meet; we had a birthday dinner with Paige and Brent; I made sugar cookies and so on.

I am challenged to put my trust in God, that He is protecting my beloved grandchildren, whether they are across the country (as three of mine are), or just half an hour away. Scripture reminds me to put my trust in God to guard their hearts and minds in Christ Jesus and be glad.

"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus," (Philippians 4:4-7 NIV).

I will trust you, Lord, to protect my blessed grandchildren, in all that they do. Surround them with your love so they will always know You, I pray. Amen.

Footprints

When my boys were in grade school I volunteered to help the teachers. One of the most memorable tasks was helping the kindergarteners walk through green paint and make footprints on paper. It took two of us, one to walk the child carefully and place their feet neatly, and another to clean off the feet before they escaped and there were green feet all over the classroom.

The volunteers would come one day a week and do whatever tasks were requested by the teachers. There were days of cutting out letters for bulletin board displays; collating pages to create work packets; and occasional days of working with the children in the classroom. Teachers needed and still do need all the extra hands they can get.

The footprints activity reminds me of the poem, "Footprints in the Sand."

"On night I dreamed a dream. As I was walking along the beach with my Lord. Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, One belonging to me and one to my Lord.

After the last scene of my life flashed before me I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that at many times along the path of my life, especially at the very lowest and saddest times, there was only one set of footprints.

This really troubled me, so I asked the Lord about it. Lord, you said once I decided to follow you, You'd walk with me all the way. But I noticed that during the saddest and most troublesome times of my life, there was only one set of footprints. I don't understand why, when I needed You the most, You would leave me."

He whispered, "My precious child, I love you and will never leave you, Never, ever, during your trials and testings. When you saw only one set of footprints, It was then that I carried you.""

The poem is credited to Mary Stevenson, Margaret Fishback Powers or Carolyn Joyce Carty, though typically signed, "Author Unknown." All three women have registered copyrights for the poem, according to the web.

Unlike this poem, footprints are as individual as the foot that makes them. Only one can claim the fame. God knows where this poem originated and that is Who matters. The beauty of the poem's image has blessed countless people and perhaps strengthened their faith along the way. Just as the green painted footprints represent the life of the children who made them, the footprints in the sand remind us of our constant companion in life, Jesus Christ.

Memorization - Not Me

I remember my Mama helping me memorize poems for an assignment in grade school.  I remember standing near the hot water radiator while practicing the poems each week. I knew even then that I was not good at memorizing. My brain just doesn't seem to remember things. I can't recite the poems or even tell you what they were about now. Mama however could probably remember them all. I dreaded the day I had to recite the poem in school and I may only have memorized one that I could recite correctly. I still remember the delight of that accomplishment.

I was challenged by spelling words, too. Mama also helped me practice spelling words every week but I never was very good at that. I'm still terrible at spelling although over time I have grown to remember many words. When I was in middle school I worked on a play but I never wanted a part with lots of script. I knew I wouldn't be able to memorize a lot. I struggled with just a few lines. It was the same with Christmas programs at church.

When I went to college and needed to remember vocabulary or series of words I would devise different ways to remember the words I needed to know. I was challenged to remember anything but wanting my degree bad enough helped me work hard enough to overcome my memorizing deficits.

I am the same way with Scripture verses. I don't do a good job of memorizing verses. I do find that I can remember parts of verses and some I can even trace what book they are found in, but only by keeping a constant nose in the Bible. I admire those who can recite a Scripture verse. I must keep reading and practicing to keep familiarizing myself with all that is in the Bible. Though I can't memorize much, I love being in the Word and getting to know Scripture and holding it in my heart.

"Do not merely listen to the word...Do what it says. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it--he will be blessed in what he does," (James 1:22-25 NIV).

The Light In You

It's been a rainy week in Iowa. Sometimes the darkness outside makes me feel blue, too. I need sunshine, literally. I need the Vitamin D that is in sunlight. I open my shades in the winter to let in whatever sun we receive but even then, sometimes when gray winter weather hits I use a light machine at my desk to increase the Vitamin D effects.

Jesus tells us that we are the light of the world. Our light can brighten a room or cheer someone who is feeling down. A big smile or a gentle hug can lift anyone's spirits and create a domino effects as they pass along the kindness to someone else.

""You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven,"" (Matthew 5:14-16 NIV).

This scripture always reminds me of the Sunday school song, "This Little Light of Mine". "I'm gonna let it shine, for Jesus. This little light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine, let it shine, let it shine."

As our day begins again with showers and dark skies, I encourage you to let your inner light shine today, even if the sun is shining. Be the light of the world to someone today!

Treasures

Last week we were concerned about our son and family in North Carolina facing the hurricane. Fortunately, they suffered no damage from the storm, though they were waiting to see what the storm surge brought up the river today. Hurricane Dorian certainly brought terrible devastation to the Bahama Islands, leaving nothing untouched there, it seems.

Locals told my daughter-in-law to store valued items in watertight containers so they were ready for a storm at anytime. Some things are hard to replace while others need to be replaced periodically.

John has been repainting our outdoor furniture before he puts it back on the freshly stained deck. The cast iron table and chairs looked rather gray after many years of use. But they were still strong and sturdy for sitting.

As we get older I think about what really matters and realize I have a lot of "stuff" that doesn't have value to me any more. I need to get rid of it because I know it has even less value to my sons! Several trips to the donation center will take care of a lot of it. Some items have sentimental value yet others can be released without any pain at all. There are two large boxes that contain photographs and family memorabilia that will stay.

"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also," (Matthew 6:19-21 NIV).

What a good reminder! Life gets busy sometimes and we let our "stuff" accumulate. There comes a time to start simplifying our life and our treasures. What really has value is in Jesus' hands. Knowing that, I think I can start thinning things down in our house. And what better time than the present?

A Time To Cry

When I had my first baby, I was 18 years old. I had plenty of babysitting experience but that didn't prepare me for a fussy, unhappy baby. I've been burdened by guilt for all these 45 years because he cried so much. I feel like a failure as a mom.

I felt so alone. My mom came to help the first week but she had several teeth pulled so she wasn't feeling well. She did let me sleep the first couple of nights. After she left I didn't feel I could call her for advice because I thought she would think I was a terrible mom; I didn't want to admit I wasn't perfect.

I wish I would have tried nursing him but there was no one around to support me and even the hospital didn't encourage me. It might have made him healthier. He was on formula. He would gulp down a bottle so fast, then during a burp or just resting he would spit up all that he drank and he would be hungry again, way before he was due to eat. It became a vicious cycle that went on day and night. He cried and cried and cried, and so did I. I assumed it was a tummy ache that caused his crying.

We tried car rides in the middle of the night, bouncing, walking, and we were so thankful for the wind-up swing. Even though it made a terrible cranking noise when we wound it up - that always woke him up. I tried to explain to my doctor the problem but after examining him (looking healthy and gaining weight) he scolded me for bringing him in and for worrying. He said, "He's fine!" But he sure wasn't a happy baby. And I wasn't a happy mom. I left the doctor's office sobbing.

As I look back I think I probably suffered with postpartum depression. I don't know if it was colic, or an allergy to the formula or what?  He would cry, sleep only short intervals, and I'd try everything to make him happy and sometimes I'd finally put him safely in his bed and let him cry while I closed the door and covered my ears and cried with him.

"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God," (2 Corinthians 1:3-4 NIV).

Thankfully, we have a loving, caring God who forgives us and has created us in His likeness. He gives us comfort for the years of trouble and blesses us bountifully. Thank you, God.

Work With All Your Heart

I have done a lot of jobs during my lifetime. I babysat. I cleaned houses. I was a clerk in a bookstore. I was a stay-at-home mom. I was a nurse aide for residents of a nursing home. I worked as a receptionist at a tax office. I was a data-entry person at an insurance company.  I was a reporter for a small weekly newspaper. I was a college student. And finally I was a supervisor of media relations at a college. Now, I am retired.

"Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving," (Colossians 3:23-24 NIV).

As I look back at the jobs I've done, I feel good about what I did, how I applied myself, how I served others, and how I worked with others. Of all the jobs I think babysitting was my least favorite. But, even so I learned something during every job I held. Most of my jobs ran for about five years before I moved on to the next. The exception was nurse aide where I ruined my back in the duration of a year. I loved serving the residents there but the lifting did me in.

I truly enjoyed helping people. It gave me a great feeling when I could do something that someone really appreciated: finding the book they were looking for, locating a tax return for a preparer, completing data entry efficiently, or writing a story the public enjoyed reading.

As the scripture says, in everything we do we serve the Lord. I pray God will help me continue to serve Him even in my retirement years by being kind, courteous, helpful, and thoughtful to others as I go to the store, or to an appointment, to church, or greet my neighbors.

Lord, help me be a servant to You in all ways, everyday. Amen.

I Know Who is in Control

The deck is stained. Complete and finished. The weather person said no rain for three days when we started. There is thunder to the east this morning. What can we do? Hold an umbrella over the deck? Hope the rain misses us this time? Watch it rain and hope it doesn't ruin the stain.

Not much choice in the matter. Sometimes things don't work out the way we want them to. We need the rain, too. There are a lot of hours of labor that went into that deck's staining and the preparation and clean up. All that was left was the drying.

"And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him," (Colossians 3:17 NIV).

I'm hoping that the rain missed us this morning and gives us one more day of drying. But, I'm not in control. God is. I'm thankful He is in control of all things. His wisdom is great and wonderful. He is good. Perhaps the stain will be fine.

"For by him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or powers or rulers or authorities; all things were created by him and for him," (Colossians 1:16 NIV).

It is raining. Praise God for the lovely rain on the trees and the grass and the plants and flowers. Thank you God for the rain and the sun. I will praise you in all things. Even the rain on the freshly stained deck.

From the Beginning

Sometimes I feel like one of the misfit toys in Santa's workshop. The broken one that doesn't run right and disappoints the children when they see it. But I am reminded in Scripture that God has a purpose for me and each one He created. Even David struggled with fulfilling God's purpose for his life. But I must be like David and trust God to continue to mold me into the person He wants me to be...even at this age. God will work to achieve the purpose He has had in mind for me from the beginning.

"The Lord will fulfill his purpose for me; your love, O Lord, endures forever--do not abandon the works of your hands," (Psalm 138:8 NIV).

It seems like David is counting on God to not give up on him, or to stop working on him. Instead, David wants God to continue to work with His holy hands to make him into the person He intended David to be. David made mistakes in his life, but he always confessed his sins and asked for forgiveness. God used him as a great king in the family line of Jesus Christ.

I can use David and his example of having a heart for God. David loved God and he learned from his mistakes. David didn't repeat his sins, but accepted the consequences of them. David was listed among the faithful believers in Hebrews 11 and is recognized as one of God's trusted.

God's love is the same for each of us. God endures forever and will fulfill His purpose for each of us when we follow Him as believers. Thankfully, God won't abandon the works of His hands, even though I've made mistakes along the way, and even at my age.

Removed!

This week we have been preparing our deck for re-staining. It requires a major process of removal. Remove furniture - seven chairs and two tables. Remove two hummingbird feeders, one thermometer, a rain gauge, wind chimes, two wren houses, one bird nest, two wasp nests, and a significant number of angry returning wasps. That leaves one oversized deck storage box and the grill to be moved around at the time of staining.

But the biggest task was removing more than 100 black metal spindles and their necessary four screws each!

"For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his love for those who fear him; as far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us," (Psalm 103:11-12 NIV).

These scripture verses remind me that Jesus Christ gave His life so my sins would be removed from God's sight and I can have a relationship with Him forever if I believe.

I consider all my sins and transgressions and I am overwhelmed by God's grace. It is far more impressive than the number of things we had to remove from our deck. God's grace is so bountiful that it removes every single sin, if only we believe and fear Him. What great love He bestows upon His children!

May you consider how great God's love is for you today. Consider the sins He has forgiven and removed from your life's record. Praise God for His wonderful grace!

Reflect Jesus

Monday morning. Another week is beginning. Why is August flying by so fast? School is starting. Routines are continuing. Life goes on.

Funny how fast time goes by when you get older. Every year seems to spin away into oblivion and all that is left is memories. Precious memories. Cherished moments with family and friends are the golden moments preserved in our minds.

Missed opportunities to share our faith disappear into the past and new moments come and go.
When will we use our time to tell others about Christ Jesus our Savior? How can we use a word to change the direction of one's day or life? Can we use kindness to alter someone's mood? Will a smile warm the heart of one who needs to know someone cares? Little things. Acts of kindness. Smiles. A loving hug. A thoughtful gesture. All can change the day for a lonely heart.

Consider how we can show the face of Jesus to others this week. Today. Make a difference in how someone feels by being the heart of Jesus to them. Be Jesus in their day. Notice the person on the side of the road. Feel the touch to the hem of your clothes. Hear the need in someone's voice. Show love to the lonely. Make a difference today for Jesus.

"If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose," (Philippians 2:1-2 NIV).

Lord, help me reflect Your face and show Your ways to others today. Amen.

Praying For Protection

This week I've had a lot of anxiety over my oldest grandson moving to California. I failed to put it in God's hands until today. Why is it I forget to pray sometimes, and instead worry, fret and fuss over feelings of concern and fear? Thank you God, for being patient with me.

Quite some time ago I found this prayer in scripture that seemed perfect to pray for my grandchildren. I pray for all my grandchildren to grow to know Jesus as their personal Savior and constant companion. I desire their understanding of my Lord Jesus Christ and for them to experience the freedom that comes from having His protection. Lord, hear my prayer.

"I keep asking that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give you the Spirit of wisdom and revelation, so that you may know him better. I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints, and his incomparably great power for us who believe," (Ephesians 1:17-19 NIV).

I put my trust in God to watch over each of my grandchildren as they start a new school year and I ask that they may discover fully the wonders of the Lord Jesus Christ.

Please Lord, keep them safe from the evils in this world and surround them with Your protection and with believers who can teach them Your ways and strengthen their faith. Show them Your pathway, illuminated by Your holy light. Lord, be their source of strength and make them aware of Your purpose for their lives. Give them direction, guided by Your purpose for them. May they know Your presence is with them, even when times are hard. Give them courage to walk in Your ways as they seek their path for life. Thank you, God, for watching over these precious children. In Jesus' Name, I pray. Amen.

State Fair Feelings

Yesterday we went to the Iowa State Fair with two of our grandchildren, Payton and Bailey. According to Payton's gizmo we walked five miles.

The day started early and ended early but was packed full of everything the girls wanted to see and do. We had so much fun and food. It started with the little warm donuts near the midway. It included a trip up the hill to the Pioneer Barn. We wanted to get a little crock for Laura in North Carolina. She missed being at the fair this year so we got her a little remembrance of it. We browsed the exhibits and I was surprised that there were entries of antiques and collectibles in dozens of categories. The girls saw things they weren't familiar with like a Floppy bank. Who is Floppy? Do you remember?

We came down the hill to view the chainsaw artist's masterpieces. Quite remarkable. Then viewed the one room school house and the telephone company. The girls thought the operator was real at first and then were in awe of the old phones that dialed or hung on the wall and were answered by everyone in the neighborhood.

We saw the barbershop and a general store and came to the soda fountain where we enjoyed phosphates: vanilla, green river, cherry and chocolate. We visited with a lady who has been working the state fair for more than 25 years with her sister. What a special tradition they have; I'm sure there are many more like theirs.

We wandered down the grand concourse and viewed the shoppers mart, and on to the conservation building to see the fish and the duck pond before heading to the varied industries building to escape the approaching rain. We made a stop at the Iowa State University exhibit and took in many others.

We also toured the horticulture building and saw the big pumpkin, the butter cow and friends and saw the butterflies in the FFA exhibit. We saw the Avenue of Breeds, the big boar and the big ram and wandered through the sheep barn feeling a little lost without our own Stewart pen this year. There didn't seem to be the same excitement as when we were showing. It was weigh-in day for the 4-Hers so there wasn't a show to watch. It was just strange and a little sad. Maybe a lot sad.

We had our favorite lemonade, corn dogs, and lamb burgers, and I got my usual salt water taffy fix. We enjoyed the sand pigs, and the hay chickens jumping on a trampoline. We rode the sky lift across the southern half of the fairgrounds and soaked up the sights, smells and sounds of the Iowa State Fair. We reflected on the years we have attended and considered what it has come to mean to us. It is history, fun, heritage and an Iowa tradition.

"Blessed are those whose strength is in you, who have set their hearts on pilgrimage," (Psalm 84:5 NIV).

Sunporch Feelings

When we recently visited our son and his family in North Carolina I adopted a room that I loved. If I could bring it home with me I would; I loved it so much. The sunporch or screened in back porch, lanai or enclosed veranda, (call it whatever you wish) was a wonderful room. The patio flooring was the base for a wicker sofa and chair and an end table.

The walls were mostly windows protecting the area from rain or strong winds, while preserving the view over a pond and quiet green space. The area is framed by gorgeous trees: large pines mixed with some deciduous trees providing shade and shelter. The spot is frequented by a white heron usually in the morning and evening, looking for some fish for lunch.

"Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked. For the Lord God is a sun and shield," (Psalm 84:10-11a NIV).

The sunporch became my sanctuary for quiet moments with God and for reading. I was enthralled by the beauty around me and I rested in it worshipfully.

Thank you God for sunporch feelings, surrounded by Your glory in nature. Thank you for being my sun and my shield. Amen.

Soar on the Wings of the Wind

There was nothing more delightful on a hot summer day than to hop on a bicycle and ride. As a farm kid, it was one form of entertainment when there were no playmates. I'd get on my used green bike and ride down our long lane. There was no competition for space; I was the only one there. There was always a cool breeze blowing through my hair and I could feel the temperature change as I rode through the valleys alongside the cornfield. The shade of the barn and corn cribs offered more coolness. My hair flapped behind me and sometimes my dog would chase me, nipping at my back tire. I felt free. I could speed. I was happy. I could soar on the wings of the wind.

I often wish I could ride away like I did as a child and feel the coolness on my face. I no longer have a bike or a long lane where I could meander through the fresh air. I would no longer appear graceful on a bike after this many years. And a fall would result in more than just a scraped knee, I fear.

That feeling of freedom comes also from swinging. Have you gone for a swing on those long, chained swings and just let yourself go? I did that this spring with my grandchildren at the Jester Park playground. It was such fun to pump the swing up high and feel the breeze blow your hair back and forth, stretching your legs out and back, to go higher and higher! It was such fun!

Sometimes we need to experience childhood as an adult. Whether it is teaching a preschool Sunday school class, or babysitting some preschoolers, or just observing children in a grocery store, allow yourself to travel back in time and remember some of your favorite things to do and relive it, just for fun. Color a picture. Have a picnic. Swing on a swing. Ride a bike. Have a tea party. Enjoy life!

"He soared on the wings of the wind," (Psalm 18:10b NIV).

Experience something of your youth again today, rejoice, and soar!

Doing Good Works

Last year I begged my husband to add a railing to our front steps. I was worried about my friends coming and not having a railing to help them up the steps. So he got the materials and spent a day planning and a day putting the railing on. It was difficult and the materials didn't always cooperate with the concrete steps. But, finally he completed the task and was satisfied with his work.

It has been more than a year and only one person has used the railing besides me. John hassles me about it occasionally. He spent all that time and hard work and no one has used it! I'm still glad we have it because I need it and we are getting older.

It is funny how we do good things and no one notices but God. That is Who matters.

"For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do," (Ephesians 2:10 NIV).

What good works are in store for us to do today?

God, show us what we should do and guide our steps and our hands as we fulfill Your plan for this day. Amen.

God's Grace Is All We Need

The area we are enjoying in North Carolina called River Landing on the outskirts of Wallace, was hit by the September 2018 hurricane. Many homes are still rebuilding from the flooding that occurred at that time. Some homes were left untouched while others in the lower lands were completely flooded on the first level. The storm surges from the ocean followed the rivers inland creating back-flows that were in addition to the 36 inch rains that were received.

It is hard to imagine the destruction that can occur. Just as a beautiful city hit by a tornado is so pristine one minute and a massive mess the next. Consider Marshalltown, hit by a huge tornado just over a year ago. Some of the city escaped the storm, while downtown is still in the process of rebuilding. Life is hard sometimes. Really hard and painful.

Jesus told Paul in a vision how to remain strong in the eye of temptations, the thorn in his side.

"But he [Jesus] said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness,"" (2 Corinthians 12:9 NIV).

When we are challenged to the very root of our being by a hurricane, a tornado, a life-changing illness, or a heart-breaking end of a relationship, that is the point in our life we discover what God's grace is all about. He provides for us in countless ways by filling our lives with His power while we are still weak. No matter how hopeless we may feel God is strong and powerful and His grace will be all that we need.

Where are you standing today? Do you need the strong rope of God's saving grace to save you? Just call and He will answer.

Walk Humbly With Your God

This week we are staying with our younger son's family in their new home in North Carolina. It is a different environment for us and we are enjoying time with the grandchildren. The kids go to day camp everyday this week. We have several hours to ourselves.

We've taken walks through the Carolina woods here at their gated community. We drove around the town of Wallace. We've enjoyed the community pool and greeted many folks who live here. We watch the golfers on the hole behind the house. And enjoy seeing the water birds on the pond.

Like Iowa, everyone in the community waves, "hello". They top it off with a friendly smile. We feel at home now and are glad that the family is settled in a lovely spot (even though it is far away). Knowing their surroundings is comforting to grandpa and grandma.

"He has showed you, O man, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God." (Micah 6:8 NIV).

This scripture from Micah spoke to me today. Humbly walk with your God...to me means to stay next to God, be close to Him, and be humble, putting God high and exalted and knowing I am a sinner who has been forgiven so now I am free of the shackles of sin. Jesus and the Holy Spirit guide me through each day and I am blessed.

Jesus is our example for life: what is good. God wants me to respond with a life filled with fairness, love and desire for mercy in my life and to walk side-by-side with God, honoring Him with my reverence and praise.

No matter where I am today, I will pause and remember to walk humbly with my God.

He Answers My Call

I will bow down toward your holy temple and I will praise your name for your love and your faithfulness, for you have exalted above all things your name and your word. When I called, you answered me; you made me bold and stouthearted," (Psalm 138:2-3 NIV).

Praise the Lord! How blessed we are to have Your love and faithfulness. We praise You for the blessing of Your Holy Name and Your Word. We praise You for answering our cries and making us bold and stouthearted!

When do you need to feel bold and stouthearted? I'm not sure about you but I can think of several situations when being strong, outspoken and tough might be very helpful. I think of times if I was  bullied by a coworker,  a fellow student, or another sport fan. Or if I was persecuted for being a Christian. Or if I needed to speak out for a cause. Yes, occasionally being bold and stouthearted makes situations easier to handle.

I can also remember times when I could have called upon the Lord and received His strength and stoutheartedness, but I didn't. I didn't think to ask God for help; I tried to get through the situation on my own. Although I haven't always sought God's help when I should have, it is comforting to know He will always be there for me when I remember to reach out for His hand.

Praise the Lord for a new day, new opportunities that present themselves; times to be bold in my faith. Thank you, God. Thank you for answering my cries for help. Remind me I can turn to you anytime I need You. Amen.